Distance, Fondness and All That...

so i'm not home, as i mentioned in an earlier post 

right now im in montreal

but i got a phone call from hockey boy, he was wondering if I could help him with his french homework... true, his french is not so great. but his mom is a native french (canadian) speaker, her french is great (i know! we've spoken lol)

i thought it was cute and of course he had already finished his french homework with her help

i guess i still haven't talked about how that date went

the dinner and restaurant were great just like my friend said it would be, but i didn't get the feeling of "omg i really like this guy!!!" 

you know, that really girly feeling. we didn't kiss either

i guess i didn't really care which direction our relationship went

we went out to lunch since then and hang out a lot chez lui. i think everyday i keep liking him more and more

he is a really quiet guy and i guess at first that bothered me because i thought he was boring or shy (and i really like to talk..too much honestly). but really its just that he doesn't feel the need to speak all the time. the silence isn't awkward anymore, it's just kind of a moment that we can enjoy together, enjoy each others presence i guess you could say

the only time i see him yell, or talk a lot is when he's playing hockey. completely different person out there. his mom told me she forced him to play when he was little so he would come out of his shell a little since he was so quiet 

first kiss

so our first kiss 

*raises eyebrows in scandalous manner* 

it was the day we went out to our lunch date (oh gosh, i'm soo soo tired right now. i better hurry up and type this) 

we'll we've had lunch together a lot since then but, that was an actual date, i guess

he was saying something but i couldn't hear (since he's so damn quiet!) so i leaned in really close to him and he stopped talking, took my chin with two of his fingers and tiled my face up towards him and gave me a five second peck

it was the best five second peck ever! that time i actually did get that really girly/giddy feeling

i couldn't help it and grinned really widely. kind of embarrassing, i thought

today on the phone he told me he was glad i smiled because he was sure i didn't like him. i guess i was sure i didn't like him either, what a difference a little peck can make