You think you know someone....

until you find out they have a secret girlfriend

since tuesday night hockey boy was acting kinda strange

today when i asked him what our plans for the weekend were he told me 

there was a girl he was dating, before he met me.. she goes to another school

and they were still together all along AND he said that he LOVES her

but... its all good because we can still hook up

what!? i don't think so! 

its been several months now and i was really starting to like this guy, like a lot 

i've never felt more stupid and

naturally i was fucking pissed

did his mother know this whole time??

so i find out that she is from mexico

oh great! she's probably really exotic and pretty, was i not exotic enough for him??

like any teenage girl in this day and age i do some snooping on facebook and find her to be not cute at all

she is ridiculously short (disclaimer: i have nothing against short people, i'm just reasonably tall) and has braces, is overweight, and she's a junior 

yes, i am being extremely superficial but guys like him don't go for girls like her

i've never been in a situation like this before, what will i do when i see him tomorrow in french class??

hmmm 

obviously i'm in a SUPER mood

i'm not bitter though

so here's a big FUCK YOU for STEPHEN SALLE!

Since When..

i am a little mad 

and so are my parents understandably

we are mad for different reasons however

THEIR REASON

even though i am making A's in all of my advanced classes and mostly A's and B's overall, i have a 68 in math... which is bad yes

MY REASON

i have never been good at math, i have failed before and they didn't care then! they were just so proud that i was good at physics. 

now they won't let me go anywhere or do anything. they won't let me go hang with the boyfriend for a couple of hours. they won't let me walk the FUCKING dog...

my parents have never ever been this strict before

and so tomorrow i am getting a tutor for THREE HOURS

i don't have three hours of math that i need help with, do they want me to fall over and die of boredom !?!?!?!??!!!!!

so i fume here and take advantage of my laptop use, before they take that away from me

can't wait for college ,cause i am legally an adult, and waaaay to old for this

Belgian Fetish

so, i went to a party this weekend

i knew a total of three people

all i can say is belgian fetish

i'll expand on that later...